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Welcome to the Sensory Jungle
You walk into a grocery store and suddenly want to crawl out of your skin.
Fluorescent lights buzzing. Overlapping conversations. Someone's perfume. Cart wheels squeaking.
And everyone else just... shops?
"Imagine every sense turned up to 11—all the time. Now imagine everyone telling you it's not that loud, not that bright, not that bad." — Autistic adult
The Eight Senses
You have more than five:
| Sense | When It's Different |
|---|---|
| Vision | Lights too bright, patterns overwhelming |
| Hearing | Can't filter background noise |
| Touch | Tags feel like sandpaper |
| Smell | Perfume = migraine |
| Taste | Textures feel wrong |
| Vestibular | Dizzy easily OR need constant movement |
| Proprioception | Need deep pressure to feel "right" |
| Interoception | Can't tell if hungry or in pain |
Two Directions, One Person
You can be BOTH hypersensitive AND hyposensitive—in different senses.
Most autistic people have a mix. Example: Needs quiet (sound hypersensitive) but craves weighted blankets (pressure hyposensitive).
Why Can't You "Just Get Used To It"?
Neurotypical brains learn to ignore repeated stimuli. Your brain doesn't filter like that. Every tick is still new.
You're not being dramatic. Your brain literally doesn't filter it out.
Know Your Profile
Which senses are turned up? Which need more input? Understanding YOUR pattern helps you predict hard environments.
See Sensory Overload for when it becomes too much.